I am definitely a lyric girl. (:

Profanities provide relief.

So FUCK you, FUCK that and FUCK this!

I'm going to go do something worthwhile. Something that will let me make money. Oh how I hate money. Grr.


SO RANDOM :D :D


WD 16th Anniversary chalet. Hawaiian Night! Girls in short dresses. (:
One of the very few places where I actually feel I belonged. Yet I can't seem to open myself up more. I can't seem to open myself up to anyone. I don't know if it's because of the past or if I'm really like this. But whatever it is, it's like a poison, and it's stabbing my heart. Bisanya, menusuk hati.

And this is funny. I thought my 'secret crush' phase is over. BUT WHAT IS THIS MAN. It's freaking annoying to feel all those again. It's so wrong. Yet I'm feeling it regardless of how many times I refuse to. My head knows that it's stupid but my heart does whatever it wants. I don't understand why it's like that.

That said, I need to fall for a guy soon! Hahaha!!

Speaking of guys.. A number of them are quite annoying me. Seriously. What the fuck. I'm ONLY being nice and friendly. Don't freaking misunderstand. See that's why I don't open up, see, SEE. Stupid guys.

20 amazing girls of Wahana Deksu + adorable Baby Rehan. *gerams*

I DON'T CARE I'M IN LOVE WITH OUR SET. Spanish / Latino set lah okay~!

And loving the set = loving each girl. (:

Oh wow so many girls I love. Is that even possible? Lol.

Happy belated birthday to Frank. (: Because this picture is so precious.

And a few days after Oct 31st, I had a dream where MyChem had another gig in Spore. And after it, we were all hanging around outside the venue, and I bumped into Frank. I did what a typical fan would do. "Hi Frank! Can I get a hug?" So we hugged. When we parted, he lifted me off my feet and go, "Hey! I remember you from the last fanmeet!" I blushed and he put be down. And I was all like, "Oh haha really? It was two years ago!" And then there were awkward silences. I broke it by saying, "I can't wait for your new album!" And he seemed glad to be relieved of the awkwardness, "Really? Have you heard our songs?"  "Yeah!!"

Then we parted ways and I rushed back to find Amira (why her of all people lol.) and found her trying to sit close to where Gerard and Mikey were but they were being anti-social. I sent a psychic thought to her, telling her to hang around Ray or Frank instead coz they're friendlier (no Bob here again. D:). I gushed to her about meeting Frank and how he still remembers me after two years.

Then when they were leaving, I said goodbye to Frank. It's like as if we were established friends haha. He just stared back at me and mumbled "You must love it.." after a few seconds. I went all what the..? at my friends. Then I realised he meant I must have loved the band enough to actually meet them twice. ^^

Yeah end of story.

I can't wait to see FT Island and Brown Eyed Girls in December. :DD